Dapper The Poet

Is it...    I scribble down my thoughts and hope the impact does not die out I let petty issues pass and hope I dont pass out Life has me paraded, stranded in deep waters, Should I go for a hike? Or let the thoughts swallow me up like another lost legend My happiness is on strike  I'm tied down in chains I try to pull a few strings but the threads are too tight my energy is low my esteem died out  The liquor is too bitter I can't take a shot  a screenshot will do I try to hit the target but My eyes won't let me The bulls eye is a little too far Nothing is clear, its blurred Pay every attention to the blowing wind Coz my past has no meaning  My diary won't need me Are we still in the dark Or are we sailing contrary to the blowing wind Are we pretending to be okay Offload the pain of a lost soldier Take the pain of a stray bullet  Be the sacrificial lamb the consulting architect in my pieces...

IF… If  I am to brag let it be for those I have helped Tell me what you going to do That lifestyle is not your style I don't want your congratulations I know all this are calculated impressions Promises, curses less happiness Chances confrontation nothing new I earned the truth, loyalty Critics still an issue we need more realness If I am to walk away will the lame jump True pain, true lies I was boxed in dreams better in that orphan, tears I don't deserve it yet in the roads we build food we go on empty stomachs Jobs created that youth in the street caught on traffic, the drug he trafficked in panic Still can't nix check check I still in the same shit If I slay, that child will never get where to lay But you you enjoyed when you got laid said Pretty face Facebook, instant Instagram selfie Publicity stunts, won't can't deny but will you remember that Kuna ule kiumbe Kumbe you've rendered an orphan Sa amebaki orphanage rage sage connect but uko stuck net updati...